Monday, June 28, 2010

wished upon the beautiful moon.

we wished upon the moon.
hope our wishes all come true.
we shall be greedy and wished all the wishes at one go.
hope all of them are granted if not just take the first one. :D
the first one most important. :)

why you dunwan tell me what u wished.
so secretive de. :D
but okay when the time is right you must tell me arh. haha ^^
today was yet another day.
rather a normal standard day for me.
nothing much really happened.
the only thing i realise i have been doing the whole day is keep smsing.
dunno why i can sms so much. :D
power! haha :D

but anyway, we wished upon the moon. :D
we watched the stars too. the feeling was great.
even though it was just for that few moment, it was great.
i always have been wanting to go out and take a breather.
i wanna go to the beach, and walk the sand at night and listen to the waves. :D
how lovely is that. :)

how i wished i could go back to my previous self.
i dun feel like my true self.
i feel like i am forcing myself to be someone that is not me.
i just want my normal life back.
or at least back to the happy days.
i dun like it now. it is just there and it is not moving at all.
so what do you want me to do?
i do not know how to tell you.
i dunno what to say either. that's the problem.
why you dun feel anyhting de. :(

why me and y have been treated this way ney?
what have we done wrong that we must be treated this way.
we treat too nice also not good, treat a little not good then...
haiz.
i just need you to like spend more time with me. that's all i asked.
but i guess it is just like asking u to stop playing mt that hard ba.
where are you?

WHERE ARE YOU?!

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