Am I Ready?

it has been quite awhile since i last posted.
I am quite tired, restless and moodless and i just cannot understand why am i feeling this way.
Some people do contribute to this mood especially an incident at work which makes me really think if i am "Ready to face the cruel reality in the future?".

Questioning myself, and i just thought now what i must do is to study well so that i can hold a good job and be able to led an awesome life with my future husband who will stand by me always and be there for me when i need him and every time, after escaping from the cruel world back home, he will be there to set me free and make me  happy everyday when i get home. And i guess only one person can do that and that is of course B♥.


Even though i still cannot have the feeling yet but i trust him and i know that we will walk till there and i wish that that time will come soon. I want to let everyone know that i really want to have him as officially mine because i am so proud to have him as my B♥ . 


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i know that i am handling a lot of stress now and i really hope that i will balance my life and be happy. Now i may not have everyday with him, but in future, has yet to come. Happiness awaits. :) ♥ my dear.

i will be ready soon enough.

i will prove to all that i can do well.

i will let my family know that i'm really sincere in what i do.

i will let those who look down on me to question themselves back if they are even worthy to comment.

i will let those who say my bad to know what is hidden inside me that they will soon to find out.

i love my family, friends, and most importantly, B♥.

 ALBL // 080910 - 11:12PM // LOVALY-LOVE♥