yet another sad and boring day.

Today is yet another bad day. (It's monday and there is no one at the shop.)
Except ♥B and some others, every other people seems to be angry with me and they just want to find problem and faults on me.
I dont know, is it me or what? But im slowly getting to be very tired and i just feel like going out and spending money getting what i want and spend my time with ♥B. Cause he is the only one who understands what i am going through even though he does not do much about it, but in his heart, he knows. And i am always pouring my problems on him. ><

Tomorrow is like our OFFICIAL 6th month. :) ♥♥♥
That is the only thing that can make me smile now. Anything about him or about us, just makes me smile. The bad times, i will take it as we are silly and playful at times. The good times, i just feel that we were so meant to be. I just wish that i can really stay with him and i can like see him everyday. If only i could. That would be awesome. The shop is so quiet, the shopping centre is so quiet, i dunno what to say. I am at the shop, alone, bored, sad, angry! Then i start to sing to keep myself happy and occupied. >< Just so wish that i have lots of money and time! :) Still, a bad day. :(

At home, i guess Dad cheered me up with a dessert he made. :)
it is peach at the bottom, ice-cream on top and nut toppings. :) (Y)

I dunno what he calls it. :)

it's delicious. :)

i miss youuuuuuuu! ♥
ALBL // 080910 - 11:12PM // LOVALY-LOVE♥