i'm still waiting for a sign. waiting for a signal.

28 June 2010:
the last day we saw each other. - for less than 2 hours.
17 July 2010 (today):
22 days since i saw you. :(

18 June 2010:
it was our 5th month. we did not meet.
17 July 2010 (today):
tomorrow is our 6th month. will we meet?

4 June 2010, 12 June 2010, 19 June 2010, 28 June 2010:
we met 4 times in the month of June.
17 July 2010 (today):
0 times we met. will it continue?

i am waiting, waiting for a sign.
i am waiting for something to happen.
i have waited for so long.
longed to see you again.
tomorrow is the day.
will there be any changes?

i really missed you. but there is nothing i can actually do.
because you wasn't there when i need you.
only messages doesn't really help.
need you, the person.
i have been suffering alone.
whenever there are problems, i am facing it alone.
you can have your entertainment.
but i needed yours.

shall we stop here?
or should we go on?
i need an answer.
which cannot be found.
i wished so hard everyday,
for something true to happen.
but the wish never came.

everyday without fail,
i thought of you.
but everyday with fail,
things were still the same.
no sign came to change.

i felt so down, you never came.
faked a smile, you never knew.
shared my sorrows, you did not care.

tell me . . .

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!

tomorrow is the day. i'm still waiting for a sign. // ♥