just cant seem to take it anymore.

what is happening?
why are all these things happening to me?
why did you lie to me?

i dunno what to say.
i run out of words.
i have my mum to worry.
i was sad. you weren't there. you were in your own world.
none of me. i had such a hard time but you did not know.
i needed you the most at that very moment. you aren't there.
i cried, you did not know.
many things that i did, you did not know.
many things that happened to me, you did not know.
you did not even bother to ask : "hey how's your day?".

everything is about you.
it's all about you.
somehow you feel like a stranger to me.
i suddenly have nothing much to say to you.
i suddenly do not know how to react when i see you.
i suddenly do not know what to do when i see you.
suddenly just so suddenly i have nothing to say.
if suddenly i say, "good bye.".
would you have any feeling?
would you hold me back?
do you even know?

i dunno what to do.
i very fan now.
i dunno which is right, which is wrong.
we were so good in the past.
what have become of us?

could not sleep in the night.
slept late.
damm late.
thinking of what to do.
not to think too much?
liddat already still dont think, might as well go die right.
haiz just let it be then.
just let it be.
i'm already very tired. very TIRED.

so much was needed.