it's not always what it seems to be. // ♥

sometimes, yeah treasure, don't wait till it's too late.
sometimes, all these things are not within our control.
sometimes, you are just lost and do not know what to do.
sometimes, you just want to shout "I HATE YOU" but you can't.
and sometimes, you just can't say how you feel.

yesterday, spent my whole day, whole half day, not with him but with Bryan.
went to get my mum's birthday present.
she was shocked, happy, but also sad at the same time.
she did not want me to spend the money.
in the end she kept looking at the bag, and keep trying it on her shoulder.
haha :D
she say she gonna keep it and use it during the new year. :D

then it was at the airport, haha sister came back from shanghai.
BOUGHT MANY 有的没的 things haha :D
but some were pretty nice. i've got presents too. everyone in the family did.
but knew she had fun.
it's more like a holiday then a twinning programme.
when i went for twinning programme, i stayed at my buddy's hse for most of the days.
but she very good she stayed in hotels. O.o
haha :D
fortunate girl.
glad she had fun.

my beloved mother is feeling a lot better and maybe we can go kukup again.
i'm so glad. i want to have a time to go out and refresh too.
too many things happened and i'm still lost.
i'm lost and do not know the way out.
should just SHUT myself and ON it back.
maybe then i'm back to square one?
i'm just glad that everything in the house is okay now and i do not have to worry anymore.
worry about my own things, my own life now.
urgh, so fan!

waiting waiting waiting..

WAITING!!!

so much, SO MUCH!