i'm already shattered. //

i thought everything was already over, but i guess it's still there. i'm already numbed. i'm already lost and i do not know how to react anymore. what has become of us. i already do not know what to say. we are a family, is there a need to say all these? it is me, as a daughter, i have to do. i have to respect my parents, i have to be filial to my parents and that's what all us as children, we have to do.
i have a great mother and a brilliant father.
which i guess no one in this world can ever overtake them.
where to find such great parents.

yeah when i was young, i was being beaten whenever i did something wrong. big or small also beat. but i am glad, i am so GLAD that my dad, my parents did that. if they haven done that, if they had not discipline me this way, would i be another person? perhaps i would be someone who is useless.

today was father's day.
i went to pack food for my family.
and i suddenly thought about it.
so took out my handphone and text my dad.
know it's lame when he is at home but i just did.
i texted him: "HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! 加油!"
wow my dad and mum saw them and they :')

and i did not know what to do when i got home. act up a strong front and eat dinner.
now stucked in my room not knowing what to do. :D

hey dad, your are the best dad i ever had! and i thank you!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL DADS.
according to my mum, today is father's day. :) but i just realised it's next week. nevermind early ba. :D

i needed you so much now.