for a moment i thought..

i thought everything would be fine.
everything would be okay.
i thought having some activities for you, would cheer you up.
but despite so, i think we failed.
i am like so lost, i dunno what to do.
i dunno what to do so as to make you feel better, so as to cheer you up.
everyone is complying to you. everyone is doing the same as i'm doing.
we did all this just to make you happy make you not think so much.
make it a point to be like what we used to be.
A HAPPY FAMILY

YOU CAN DO IT! STRIVE ON!
1 YEAR, IT WILL PASS ON VERY SOON.
me, ah heng and ah han will study well and do you and dad proud.
don't worry, there is nothing to worry about.
you have us, your family.
we never blamed you, not even thought about it.
LOVE you.

i need you, where are you?