BLURRED

i dunno what to say i dunno what to do.. i tried my best to forget but i just cant.. i waited for the day which i can find someone who can guide me through the correct path.. and if you do, i'll be glad that i met you.. i told myself to think truthfully whether if im right or wrong? but it seems like im kindda wrong.. and it is proven.. i dunno how but it's proven which is a very inaccurate test..
i was true to myself and i followed as you said..
i closed my eyes and think it through and what was the first image that flash in my mind?
its YOU.
i was told to keep it to myself so i did but i did not really keep it for long.. it was why i stayed back everyday and to keep your company although i was not much useful but seeing you there, i was happy! i was glad.. but at the same time i was sad.. i still dunno what to do.. should i just forget everything go back to SQUARE ONE! and then again i have to study and i cant always use this excuse that i have to study for my O levels and then i escaped from questionings.. i dont want to hide from my problems and neither do i want to hide my feelings.. if was so hard to say then i really dunno what to do i really dunno.. i will try my best to smile everytime and i will no matter what.. i will ahahs..
I WILL TRY MY BEST TO WIN YOUR HEART AND I WILL!

i'm confused.
i dunno what to do..
you give me a feeling that i cannot understand and i dunno what to do..are my feelings true? thats a very good question which i dunno how to answer.
but time will tell everything..
and if it does not work out then its ok.. im a CHEERFUL PERSON OK!
hahahas nothing can stop me from being HAPPY HAHAS..

i think i know who i really like.. [:

hahas today was a very fun day until i forget my maths tuition hahas dinah had a very bad sore throat hahas.. she has a very SEXY voice hahas.. [:

TO YOU:
i have never known u and even notice u since the very day i stepped in to this school for damm 3 long years.. 23 jan if zuxian has not asked me the maths question, i would not have stayed back to help him and slowly get to know you. i really want to know more bout you.. you are so mysterious that no one knows you deep inside unless you said or told someone.. hahas.. i hope things will be good.. hahas [:
hope you like the drawing hahas [:

hey HANSEN! thanks for sending me to the MRT today hahas..BEST FRIENDS FOREVER! AND I TRUST YOU LA! HAHAS [:

^^

HAPPY CHINESE LUNAR NEW YEAR!
hahas today is a very nice and fun day hahas!

haahs..nothing much happened at my father's side family..
hahas.. as you know my grandfather on my mother's side passed away so we can't really celebrate chinese new year but hahas it was still very fun!
when we reach my grandmother's house, when my family and i enter the house, i forgotten and said HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.. then they all say no new year no new year hahas then we all say harlo harlo harlo instead of saying XIN NIAN KUAI LE we said HARLO HARLO HARLO hahas.. very funny jiu diu liao hahas [:
and me and my cousins have lots of much having picnic and stuffs all the junk food..
and the first time i play my bets i only bet $1 hahas..
and then after i won and losted, i left with ... $1!
hahas very funny la we had lots of fun! i had a straight 7 hahas..
which makes 21 dian hhaahass!

hey i missed you do you even think about me? ahahas.. ^^




^^ misses! smile and stay HAPPY!

hahas i have a very good day today hahas..
i went to dinah's house to make pineapple tarts hhaas then we do not have enough pineapple fillings hahas so we made the dough into cookies hahas [; its delicious hahas.. [:


hHa..

i think i kindda like you i dunno what im feeling its like LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT! hahas.. [: i dunno what to say what to say but i just wanna say i feel that i like you hahas [:
ok i dunno what im talking about le hahas [:
O levels is coming must really bark up and CNY is also coming in like one day plus time hahas.. i cant really celebrate it hahas[: but its okay..
i will LOVE TO DRAW A PICTURE FOR YOU ONCE EVERYDAY HAHA [:

hahas today was a very fun and nice day!
i have many new friends hahas because of zuxian lor ask me maths questions which i do correctly i've gotten the correct answer but they say is different method haiyyer! hahas.. and then i go ask mr thoo how to do then later i've gotten the correct answer and the CORRECT METHOD! hahas [: they think they funny arh but i had alot of fun today hahas really..

and i know this particular new friend! MR MYSTERIOUS! ahhas.. haiya he very funny jiu diu liao hahas.. i think he is very nice lor hahas.. [: haiya i dunno what to say to describe that feeling but im sure its a good one! hahas.. [:
i just went to BPP! bought new shoes hahas black de dunno nice or not dinah say its nice but im not sure about it hahas.. [:

hahas i have only really known him for a day hahas.. hope everything will be very nice hhaahaaas [:
I'M LOVIN' IT!

hey mr mysterious! your birthday is EXACTLY ONE MONTH BEFORE! omg hahas cool la.. affiliation! hahas [:

♥ you! whahaha [:

yesterday was the best day ofmy liffe!
ahahs..
i went to do homework with dinah! and we had loads of fun..
at limbang mac hahas..too alot of random pictures which are very lame..
hahas..diao diao diao n_n hahas.. [[:

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹

haiz.. hahas.. have loads of homework to do.. especially when i have one day less to do my work and i have to complete them in the destinated time! omg! i have to finish one english essay and the summary and im working on the summary now.. it closes at 2.00PM!
and now it is 10.49! arh and i woke up later! i wanted to wake up earlier but still wake up so late.. i am really tired! i haben do bio TYS yet and then very stupid ley.. during the chinese deco, that QIUHUA! passed me her homework and michelle's then thought is rough paper because SOMEONE! DUNNO WHO CRUSHED THE PAPERS INTO MY PAPER BAG WHICH I PUT MY BOOKS IN AND THEN THEY WERE ALL CRUSHED TOGETHER THEN I THREW IT AWAY! DUNNO WHO THE HELL IS THAT PERSON WHO CRUSHED EVERYTHING AND PLACE IT IN MY PAPER BAG!
now i have to help the both of them redo the bio work! haiz.. i must try to complete everything by tmr then sunday can go out and rest! i do from morning to night around 11PM still cannot finish lah! wtf! haiz.. hate it!

FOCUS!

everything will be smooth!
i will try my best to do well in my studies and focus on my studies..

wow the lms is not easy subjects like social studies, english, and chinese is not easy to do at all. geography i also quite hard to do.. just change my blogskin! muahahas.. hope its not too ugly?
hahas.. [:
jiayou le..
FOCUS!

my 2009 did not start off well..
my close friends should know why.. i will not be able to celebrate new year so i wish all my good friends have a great new year..
haiz..
xxx i will miss you! you forever live in my heart!

:'[

Everyone long for someone to love you and also long for someone to like you or even long for someone to know you. Since that day I have been living in a dark and unhappiness world other than my good friends who stayed around me and was there for me, there will always be a different feeling when you are with your friends and with the person you like. You will know that without him cannot live and I have been thinking of him ever since that day. But theres nothing I can do there is nothing for me to do to get the relationship back.
I had made the wrong decision and there is nothing I can do. If there is something I can do to get back the relationship I will do it. I still don’t get it why I have made that decision in the first place, it was just that feeling at that point of time. But everything is already too late.. TOO LATE!

p.s: IM WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO COME INTO MY LIFE!

school has started and i have started my first day right! hahas.. i will definately try my best to do well hahas i will study for my every test and i will listen in class and don't talk to qiuhua too much hahas.. [: may i have a great time studying! this is my last year le haha..

waiting, waiting, waiting!

today school was quite fun..
i changed my form teacher..

now its mrs lai.. hahas miss christina lim.. she is very ncie very caring and very erm...
know how to understand us teens..
hahas a very fun tacher but i still have mr phua as my maths teacher..
hahas i still sit with qiuhua whoohooo MY BENDAN!
hahas.. [:
but still sit at the back but i sit behind amelia and shahirah hahas all the smart people sit around me so see if i will become smart hahas.. [:

tomorrow! i! am! going! to! feel! very! painful! IN MY MOUTH!
ARH!!! HAHAS..

my social studies teacher is going to change too.. mrs lim also gone le.. sobbss!
i hope 2oo9 is going to be a great year and a very important year as 9 is my favourite number hahas.. [:

2oo9 EVERYBODY JIAYOUS!