why am i feeling like that?

why am i feeling so down.
my heart is feeling very heavy,
and i really really seriously find it hard to breath.
this time things are really not going very well.
many things cropped up and i am really vexed.

many things are rather too many things are happening at one go and i can't take it.
this is coming back that is coming back.
i'm already trying to forget and i almost forgotten, and at the very inch when i am about to forget that very last 1%, you suddenly come and tell me everything which i wanted to hear in the past.
which i find it weird.
why are you only doing all these things now?
don't you think it is too late?
everything is all coming at one go and seriously who knows what i am going through.
other than school work and stress that have been making my mind go MAD!

im glad that quanyuan was alright and i'm really relieved.
now i have so many things to worry about.
WHEN IS DINAH COMING BACK? HAHAS [:
the HAHA spoil the whole mood of being vexed in this post..
hahas nevermind who cares.


{you broke my heart.}
{♥/} loves: 10 june 09